Monday, 18 April 2011

hards t0 trust pe0ple n0w???!!

my past made me not trust people completely
wasn't able to trust anybody fully
YOU made me not trust at all
and i thought i was too strong
thought i wasn't able to fall
thought that i wouldn't allow myself to get hurt anymore
but that all changed when you knocked
and i opened up that door
my past made me not trust
wasn't able to love
and although i know my love is true
even her i decreasingly trust
because YOU were that one
now I hate YOU
and im so pissed off
my past made me not trust most things
but YOU made me not trust anything at ALL 

but deep inside my hearts i'm still loving you 
hards to describe but this what i feel now